- Obsessing all day over when I was going to be able to drink next
- The money that I spent on going out and buying alcohol
- Feeling so sick the morning after a binge that I had to make myself vomit
- Wicked headaches that lasted all day during a hangover
- Arguing with people I love when drunk over nothing at all
- The drama that I either caused or was involved in as a bystander
- Figuring out how the heck I was going to get home when I drank too much to drive
- People who claim to be friends but only show up when you party with them
- Blackouts
- Looking wretched after a night out but thinking I still looked fabulous
- Super late nights and lack of sleep
- Trying to function the day after super late nights and lack of sleep
- Feeling restless and alone all the time
- Lying, manipulating, and hiding things from those who truly love me
- Being a bad example to my siblings and anyone else who might have looked up to me
- Hiding alcohol in plastic cups, fast food cups, etc. to try to conceal the alcohol
Things that I DO miss about my drinking days:
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